Mixed emotions and a goodbye kiss

Today,  I feel like someone has taken my head and mixed it up into an emotional cocktail.
 I feel excited and nervous when I think about our adopted rescue dog which we are getting ready to welcome into our home in a few days.
I feel heavy-hearted to say goodbye to my grandmother yesterday.  
I always gave her a goodbye kiss on the forehead when I visited her in the nursing home.

Yesterday was no different.

 I looked at her face and remember hearing her laugh - her contagious laugh that when she got going she couldn't stop.  When I held her hands I pictured them playing her piano.

I love you grandma.